Amanda's Journal
[Most Recent Entries]
[Calendar View]
[Friends]
Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in
hippychick683's LiveJournal:
| Thursday, January 27th, 2005 | | 10:29 am |
In CPS Class
I am tired. I went to bed around 1:30 and woke up at 7:30. Last night I participated in The Art of Kissing demonstration. It wasn't what I expected. However, I'm not exactley sure what I was expecting. I know that doesn't make much sense. I'm planning on taking a nap before my 4:00 class. CPS was interesting today. We learned to play around with Photoshop a bit. The best images have multiple things going on. An image with several signifiors that clash with each other. Such as Fabiola's pics. For Tues. have response papers. That's it! Yay! Not too much work to do. Great! Paul just told us this. That means I can spend my weekend mostly getting caught up in Math and Enviro Science. I'm going home this weekend. I'm worried about Grandma, she's not doing too well. Current Mood: tired | | Friday, December 31st, 2004 | | 9:13 am |
Dream with Snoop
Lately I've been having very vivid dreams that I've been able to remember in the morning. Last night I had another one of those. I dreamt that when I went in to take my MAPS assessment, they decided I needed to be entered into a 45 day drug treatment program. It was lead by this young dude and all the other "patients" were staying in the same treatment area. We all had our own bunk, but they were all pretty much open. I was the only girl there, the rest were a bunch of dudes. The funny part is, I tried smuggling alcohol into the place. I figured we would only be tested for drugs every 30 days, and alcohol leaves the system in about 24 hours, so I thought I'd be set. Another funny part to my dream was that Snoop Dogg was there. It was so cool I was just chillin' with Snoop. We went for a walk together in suberbia and people I knew kept showing up, "Hi Amanda." In the dream I knew these people but in real life I can't place them. Snoop and I stopped to get some alcohol. He got himself a duce and was walking with it chugging. I couldn't get any, I don't remember trying to at that point. There were other parts to the dream, but that's the main gist. Current Mood: awake | | Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 | | 3:12 pm |
BUSTED!
Got out of jail yesterday. I was in for 22 hours. I got caught shoplifting at Meijer. Ok, fuck this I have to write out the whole story. This is how it went: Saturday night I was going to start my "Colley Monster" however, I did'nt have all the objects I needed so I had to go to Meijer to pick some up. Saturday no one would give me a ride to Meijer, so I decided to wait until sunday and take the bus. Before I left, I smoked a bowl so the experience would be more interesting. Then as I was stoned and shopping I seen a great Christmas present for my mom. A flower emblazoned hammer and matching screwdriver. Since, my dad always steals my mom's tools I figured he wouldn't touch something that girlie looking. After putting these items in my bag, I realized I had gotten away with it (or so I thought) because no one came to get me. Because I got away with stealing I figured I could take other items as well, so I got my Christmas "shop-lifting" done. I just kept seeing great gifts for people. I bought the items I needed for Colley and proceeded to the door. The store detective walked up behind me, "excuse me mam you need to come with me so we can discuss the items in your bag." So we went to one of the back rooms where she searched me. She found my pipe and a nug of dank. I stole about $78 worth of merchandise. Then the police officer came and talked to me, he took me in to the Ottawa County Jail. I laid on the bench stoned for a while, then when the effects started wearing off, I was like, "Oh shit, I need to get out of here." I had thought they were going to question me further but apparently they had gotten all they'd needed from me. So I tried to get my cell so I could call peoplE, but the pig wouln't let me have it. "It's past that time, should of thought of that sooner." Damn the man! So I lay down on the dirty cement floor and tried to sleep. Unfortunatley the blanket was too small to cover me up so it was too cold to get any sleep. I figured I could get a lawyer in the morning and they would help me with getting my cell. I talked to one of the pigs and she told me I really didn't need a lawyer since all I needed was $200 to get out. So, I asked for the cell and she finally got it for me. I wasn't able to call people's cells or people on campus, so I had to call my sister. She was really pissed off at me. I asked her to call people from my campus, Becky, Gio and Josh. Unfortunatly, none of them could help me. Later Gio said he would have -gotta love Gio! Becky said my sister was really mean to her "I've never told someone to fuck off the first time I talked to them on the phone but I told your sister to fuck off." Paula called mom and dad, they bailed me out. I cried like a little bitch (about the third or fourth time in the course of my time in custody). They didn't take it too badly. Now I'm mostly concerned with my court date, getting my sentence reduced so I can get financial aid, and getting only a few months of probation so I can still go on the London trip. I will start praying to God, hopefully tonight if I remember. God, what a bad situation. Gotta go in on Jan. 5th, to face up my charge of 2 misdemeanors - theft and possession. Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: OUTKAST AQUEMINI | | Saturday, December 4th, 2004 | | 11:57 am |
Gettin' Ready
I've been in a great mood lately, for the most part. I've figured out a lot of issues I've been having. I feel so much better for having dealt with them. Right now I'm just wasting time, my computer was scanning for spyware but I'm not sure if it's still busy doing that. I feel guilty for having spent $30 on a spyware program, but hopefully it will work. Gonna see if Josh will take me to Goodwill to get supplies for my "Colley Monster." We'll see how that goes, he can be pretty difficult to convince to go places. Hopefully it'll turn out ok. Current Mood: accomplished | | Tuesday, November 30th, 2004 | | 4:54 pm |
Recovery
I'm stick pretty fucked up from the past weekend. I'm not doing e ever again. Well, maybe if I go to a rave, then it would be worth it, but not at any ordinary party. I'll just do shrooms if I can get some, or I'll drink. No e again, it drains my seretonin and makes me depressed. I get depressed enough as it is, with the winter season I don't need any additional factors contributing to my downward spiral. All I did today was sleep, not good. I'm going to go to the bookstore now and buy some art supplies, then I'm gonna bust my ass. I need to with only 2 weeks left in the semester. I wrote down all the shit I have to do. I'm not panicked yet, but I should be. I'm going to be abstinent until the semester ends. No drugs, no alcohol, no cigarettes. Hopefully that will help with my cough too. Fucking cough! I've been sick for too long. Current Mood: depressed |
|